6.9

of something so exciting interrupted by a period.

//

I am much, terribly much confused, and maybe just a little 'bit in love at the same time.

xx

- obituary this.

2) When I was 7, I saw my first Harry Potter movie. Then on, I was determined to become an actress. I also wanted to be a fashion designer, a stewardess and a model at the same time. I was rather ambitious.

3) When I was 7, I also had my first crush. His name is Daniel Radcliffe. In my eyes, he was the perfect little boy who lived under a staircase. How delightfully attractive.

4) When I was 8, I twirled round and round at a wedding lunch reception.... and banged my elbow into the wooden wall, which triggered flows of tears and blood. True story.

5) When I was 9, I had my first horse ride in Gold Coast, Australia. I enjoyed every moment of it. Thinking about it still makes me smile, thank you, Aussie.

6) When I was 7-10, I was a total nerd. It was good grades, tiny circle of friends all the way. For four years. Then things changed.

7) When I was 11, I discovered Hollywood. The first band I ever came across- The Black Eyed Peas. My creys, can you believe it, 11. Please refer to no. 6.

8) When I was 12, I had a circle of friends. Completely cliquely. I was used, backstabbed and hated. I was also equally mean and vicious. Along these lines, I found out that a certain boy didn't ask me out because my 'friends' told him not to.

9) When I was 12, I met a really nice guy named Jay. He excelled in various criteria on the Potential Boyfriend Checklist. A little bird told me that the feelings were, in fact, mutual, but it was a mini-eye contact that sadly didn't last.

10) When I was 12 and 7 months, I watched The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe. And that's where the Skandar Keynes story began.

11) When I was 13, I was racist. But it was my own race I turned upon. Shameful, I know. I don't really regret it, I suppose it's just one of those phases.

12) When I was 13 and a month, I started loving Hannah Montana and Taylor Swift.

13) When I was 13 and 3 months, I fell off my bike while tying my hair. If you see the hidden meaning then pat yourself on the back.

14) When I was 13 and 5 months, my dad took us on a cruise. It was just whimsicle, and working on a cruise ship as a performer was added to my 'To Do' list.

15) When I was 14, I didn't do anything memorable as far as I can remember. I shall get back to you on that.

16) When I was 15, I was free from attending Mandarin class in school. Elated I was, indeed.

17) When I was 15 and 4 months, fans who liked that same thing that I did started to get really annoying. I dropped Hannah Montana followed by Taylor Swift. They are now on my 'hake' list.

18) Now I am 16, I have changed quite a fair bit. I've moved from Western FOOD to.. still Western and Japanese, Taylor Swift to Regina Spektor, 'La-s' and 'Ma-s' to 'How do you do-s', Brad Pitt and Angie Jolie to Josh Duhamel and Stacey Ferguson. I also like putting my imagination on paper and creativity on my blog. And sleeping is a terribly enjoyable hobby.

I'll leave my love with you for now.

xx

- because penguins and zebras have the same thing in common.

I must sincerely tell you how I felt

inside that room behind the close door.

It was anger, failure, tiredness and devastation,

in that order.

To make myself feel better, I decided to stop holding in the tears

and let them flow freely. Well, just a little.

This, might I add, also loosens up the knot in my throat.

Blue, my dear sea creature.

You may be physically small, but secretly you're the largest mammal in the living ocean.

Thank you for being my rant to person.

xx

- gosh, this is getting really boring

What a DAY, I had all these things to do

Now I just wanna cry out my fustra

I shall sing it to you:

My name is Cinderella, or you can call me Mozza Rella.

I don't go to Princess School where I learn to walk and curtsy.

But instead drown in Pacs of Life where

you learn 3 types of rocks exist.

And your very friend the sedimentary, shall delightfully be of no use to you.

As the months scroll by to September,

I was thrown a task by the Red Queen,

to build her majesty a little boat

which will float her dreamily in the little river.

Wistfully, I did as she asked,

designed the blueprints and all.

But my beloved Red Queen then came to me

and said:

' Rella! I now want a yacht!

It shall bring me nicely around the beach

where the tan men may fall hopelessly in love with me.'

So I smiled ever so brightly at her,

then cussed a little as she walked away,

threw and burned the old blueprints,

and started on the yacht one straight away.

As I got my woodmen ready- the carpenters and all,

She, the Red Queen, once again came to me

and said: 'Rella! My little doll!'

' I've changed my mind,' exclaimed the royal she,

' I want a huge ship now. I heard the Queen of Timbuktu has one,

now wouldn't it be fun?'

She sashayed away again, leaving me to stare,

at all the work I had done, all that I had prepared.

So again, I began from scratch, drawing and measuring lines,

I had to keep my mouth shut, as I was not allowed to whine.

Part by part the ship was built, little by little the pieces came,

Everything was measured, as they had to be the same.

Soon, came the day, where behold, the ship was built.

The Red Queen, the silly, arrived draped in quilt.

All the castle's maidservants had gathered to see,

their beloved Red Queen set out to sea.

All shed miserable tears,

Except for our beloved, Mozza Rella dear.

//

However, I must say,

Rella DID in fact shed tears behind closed doors.

And then she wiped her tears away, and went out to face the world

with a smile plastered on her face.

xx

- and we're back to square one